Friday, May 21, 2010

Dear Mother
You taught me
Love
Compassion
Detachment

You gave my soul whatever little peace it has ever known
I thank you
For Your kindness and for Your punishments

I know you are trying to make a good person
No human has succeeded in that
But You, my beloved Mother, are not human.

Ave Maria
Hail Mary

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Holy Mother !
After more than a week you summoned me yesterday (19 May 2010). Beloved Mother. I saw you smile, full of mischief, as if asking me to guess the reason for your summons. Of course I had no idea. So I prayed and blew you my kisses.

Today morning I came to you again. My candle had died about a quarter way down. The amputated stump remained like the upright stipes of the cross.
And this evening came the call of my sister saying she had just had a surgery for a brain tumor and is preparing for radiotherapy. She asked me to pray for her and I said in my mind that I have already prayed for her yesterday although I did not it myself !

Mother Thy Will be done, not mine. I remain forever your son.

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Divine Mother
I wander away from you
And my heart is ready to break

I see you
But I get no peace

Have I offended you ?
Have you denied me
Your Grace, Your love, Your peace

Am I,as you once told me, a hypocrite ?
Show me the path to redemption

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Holy Mother
I am beginning to feel the weight of my love for you
I think people have started saying I am a nut
You are with me all the time now
So I don't care, Beloved Mother

Saturday, May 1, 2010

Whoever you are
Wherever you are
I believe you

I have experienced your kindness
And your power

My Mother forever