This communication comes after a long time.
Not that I have been remiss in my love for you.
Nor have You been ever away from me
I wanted to think about all that You have taught me
With out Teacher as I am, this is a heavy task You set me Mother.
I draw upon Your never ending love for Your children
In my struggle to understand your meaning.
Much of what You taught me,
No, much of what You allowed me to glimpse
Elude me, with a vagueness that I cannot grasp.
I do not ask You questions any more.
Your answers are more baffling than my questions.
Most importantly however, this one question continues to haunt me-