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The Infinite

Holy Mother I dissolve in You. Body, mind and soul. Not like a drop of water in the ocean, because the ocean is limited. Nor like a grain of sand in the desert, for the desert has boundaries. You are Infinite. Not like the Infinite of mathematics, for that is lifeless Nor like the Infinite of possible living beings, For they do not include the non-living. You are the Creator, whom nobody created. You are the breath of life, although you are alive and not-alive. I pray to thee, for the Glory of your vision, Why you chose me, I do not know. But then, I never had any choice.

Rock and Fortress

Mother Dear What better message could you give me !! "Be my strong refuge, to which I may resort constantly. You have given the commandment to save me For you are my rock and my fortress" (Psalm 71:3) Sweet Mother of the world and all the universes How do you know what I seek !! But then you mothered the son of God.
I live in you I breathe in you I will eventually perish in you Mary, Mother, Sister, Friend and Beloved.
Holy Mother I can only pray That is the curse of mankind That is also the blessing. Take care of your chidren
Mother of my Dreams How could I ever have doubted you ! You restored my sister Were you testing me, dear Mother I bow to you Preserve her. She is is your gift to this world of Now. And my luck that she is my guide.
Most Holy Mother I thank you for everything Material or of the spirit You removed my Sister and Guide from me. Is it because you wish me to be alone in my quest. So be it. But she remains forever with me as my friend, guide and mentor.
Holy Mother Dearest of all Creation My mentor I am baffled. What went wrong with Your Son's teachings over the two millennia ? Correct me if I am wrong: He taught about love, didn't He ? (John 13:34-35) Wasn't that the foundation of the New Covenant ? My Dear Mother, why do You test me so much ! You know I am not a Christian in the conventional sense. You know, virgin birth, resurrection and all that. Maybe I am a Neo-Christian. A new kind of people following what the Nazarene taught. He was a great teacher. But, as after the Old Testament, two millennia have passed by. May be we need an expansion of His teachings. After all, that is what He himself said.