Now I understand why you called me a hypocrite (Luke 13:15).
Unworthy as I am I sought to know the unknowable.
Fathom the unfathomable.
Understand that which cannot be understood.
I, who cannot even face the travails of this mere world presumed to face the Ultimate.
And then, day after day, I come wailing to you
You are right, Holy Mother.
I am a hypocrite.