Mother Divine

Most Glorious Mother. Today ---14-1-2010 You revealed yourself to me, For the first time. After about fifty years of search and prayer. Most Holy Mother, My one and only Mother You granted me the miracle of yourself. I saw you, as you wanted me to see you. I saw your lips move in a faint, amused smile. Never have I even imagined such pure beauty. Then, Dear Mother, I saw you transform. I saw you as three I saw you as one I saw one aspect smile The other remained steadfast There were noises all around. Vehicles, humans, But the glory of your silent smile eclipsed them all. My one and only mother I bow to you. I still cannot believe that I did indeed see you In all your splendour.

Holy Mother. I have fallen out of your grace, I no longer hear your sweet voice I no longer feel the effulgence of your all embracing love I see pity, and sympathy on your face. My own mother My only mother, I do not seek pity Nor do I seek sympathy. But without your love I cannot survive. I am your son, and your son only. I do not demand your love. I beseech your love. For without your love, daughter of Anne, I am no more. Have I sinned. No doubt I have. Mother of my dreams, Mother ethereal I do not ask you to forgive me I seek not atonement I seek not absolution I seek not pardon Punish me. But my dear Mother Do not cease to love me For, Without your love I cannot survive.